Feeling Disheartened

Today I went to get my second roll of film shot with my granddads old Russian film camera developed. I realised that I hadn't loaded the film properly so even though the counter was going down the film wasn't moving through the camera. This meant I had 36 images which never actually got recorded anywhere. I was really disappointed when I realised my silly mistake however I know I can't do anything about it and although its very disheartening I can only try and make up for this by shooting more this next week. I am happy with the amount of images I have for my narrative and confident I have 12 strong shots however there is nothing wrong with having too many and the possibility of including more.